❀ Brigitta Pasztor ❀

Hello beautiful souls,

there is an exhibition in Hungary annually and it has a theme every year. 

It's called ARC - which means face. 

It's an open competition where anyone can send their billboard ideas 

- visual solutions - pictures, texts.

This year the theme was unfake. 

It's all about the lies and true stories in the world.

 How we realize what people are telling us are facts or fake news. 

Considering the situation in Hungary many billboards were about the actual political factors, refugee situation  - both domestically and abroad.

And also all about the social media influence to the humanity nowadays.

So here are my favourites.

 You can find the translation above the pictures if the sentences are in hungarian.

Do you have some similar exhibitions in your country?

Which is your favourite BB?

Hey beautiful people,

I wanted so badly to write my feelings down after I saw the whole season of 13 Reasons Why, but I'm stuck again, stuck in my head. I started this post already like tausend times and it seems that I can't find the right words.

Even if I write 2 sentences down, I just delete them after a moment of silence.

Words were my friends, I found myself safe in them, I felt secure with them, but now all I can feel is insecurity, the right words are fading away and they seem so far away from me.

Everything seems complex in my head, but in the moment I start to write I'm falling apart.

I thought about this book a lot, I started to think that I have more than 13 people in my life, who made me feel miserable.

Without any hesitation I could say that these people are enough reason to end my life.

But you know what I felt in the end, that this girl was so alone, and she doesn't wanted to die.

And honestly I don't wanna die either.

I have no idea if I will figure out myself/life or not, but one thing is sure I was never brave enough to end my life.

Take care!

With love from Fashion Lights ♥

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you were full of surprises. I can't thank you enough for the opportunities you gave me.

I had the chance to move into a new city, to start a new job and to find new friends.

I had nights where I fell asleep crying, but in the next day you put kindness in my life so I tried again and again to get back on my feet.

I fell in love with the colours of you. All the leaves were like they all wanted to tell everyone how the sun kissed them. You showed me beautiful sunsets and the Danube with it's green colour showed me how to stop for a minute. I attended some really interesting cultural events and also some fashion related ones.

I got tickets for the Placebo gig, bought a succulent to make my room a better place.

I relaunched my magazine to give aspiring writers a new platform to write and I'm thinking about getting back to school too. I haven't feel desire to learn in school since years - makes me happy to feel that way.

I need to use my German in my job - even if just a little bit, but it's really great to hear and practice the language. And Budapest is full of different people from all around the world so I can still use my English - so hopefully I won't forget my skills.

I kinda let people love me in this season, which is a very new way to live my life, but hopefully that was the right call to make.

So Autumn, thank you for your existence! I enjoyed your company very much.

See ya next year.

 

Oh, and dear Winter, I'm already excited for your ups and downs.

Take care!

With love from Fashion Lights ♥

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Hi lovelies,

First post in the amazing twenty sixteen.

I'm so  happy that you are here. Looking forward to live in you?!

Check out this amazing ad - warmed my heart.

2015 was such a messy year.

I loved it as much as I hated it.

I was never so miserable than the last year. I lost many things, I changed my jobs every two months, I needed to move out from the flat I called home, my best friends decided they are better without me, I had (have?) a many situations... let's just call the whole thing a life crisis. 

I hated the mornings when I woke up, I cried every day.

I lost my hope.

My heart was broken by important people.

And I felt I'm going crazy.

As pathetic as it sounds I truly believed I would be better off dead.

I still don't know how to let people go from my life or how to forgive myself or others. 

And I have no idea how to deal with the fact that some people just cutting you out from their life with the reason they love you.

It's so hard to believe that you are enough with a life like that...

But you know what, I think I'll somehow survive this.

I met amazing people in London, many crazy inspirational men and women. You are all awesome.

I worked at workshops, at the LFW, at small companies, big events and I learned so much from everyone there. 

I'm so thankful for the people in my life even if some of them are 2000 km away from me.

I wish I would be more. More helpful, more fun, more inspirational.

But I'll try to make myself and this year the best!

So here is my #bestnine2015

Take care!

With love from Fashion Lights ♥