❀ Brigitta Pasztor ❀: life

Hey beautiful people,

I wanted so badly to write my feelings down after I saw the whole season of 13 Reasons Why, but I'm stuck again, stuck in my head. I started this post already like tausend times and it seems that I can't find the right words.

Even if I write 2 sentences down, I just delete them after a moment of silence.

Words were my friends, I found myself safe in them, I felt secure with them, but now all I can feel is insecurity, the right words are fading away and they seem so far away from me.

Everything seems complex in my head, but in the moment I start to write I'm falling apart.

I thought about this book a lot, I started to think that I have more than 13 people in my life, who made me feel miserable.

Without any hesitation I could say that these people are enough reason to end my life.

But you know what I felt in the end, that this girl was so alone, and she doesn't wanted to die.

And honestly I don't wanna die either.

I have no idea if I will figure out myself/life or not, but one thing is sure I was never brave enough to end my life.

Take care!

With love from Fashion Lights ♥

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I thought it would be nice, when we can make something good together.

when was the last time, when you helped someone?

Cause this is good for you too... for your soul. And when you feel good in your own skin, then you will be more beautiful as you are now.

So when you have a chance to help someone, please help!

It's enough when you just try your best! Example: don't throw out your food, turn off the lights, when you don't need it, so you know some practical things.

And a little help with petitions (see below), I don't know, if we could help in that way, but at least we tried.