❀ Brigitta Pasztor ❀

Hello beautiful souls,

as the year is ending, - like a lot of you - I also feel like I need to review my year.

It's like almost a tradition for me to check my best nine, so I can see my most memorable moments.

This year was a real roller coaster. Sometimes I felt like I'm at the top of everything and other times I was so depressed I couldn't even leave the house.

I lost someone.

People, that I defined as friends - left me.

My heart was broken two times this year. I have no idea how, but I managed to survive the crying days, the panic attacks - and you.

I was so miserable of a heartbreak, that I couldn't eat for days, I throw up for a whole day and I almost burned down my hair.

I realised the worst thing you can say to someone is that you never want to see them again.

I had the worst migraines. The last one lasted for two days - ended the last day of 2018 (what a strange way to end the year).

Unfortunately from this year I'm unable to take any medicin - I would say you not helped me with that.

I can't learn it, but I try so hard to realise, that it's not my job to save people from themselves or from the bad circumstances. 

I got back my passion for writing, reading and traveling.
My short novel was actually published in a physical book.
I've many exhibition and event ideas.

I visited a couple of countries - I traveled alone for the first time.

I started yoga again.

I colored my hair, so I've a little blue and purple in it.

I started to live alone - and I couldn't love it more.

I went to many cultural events, fell in love with the different ways of art again.
Had a difficult love relationship with water again - yeah, still can't swim - but saw the most beautiful sunset at the sea - fell in love with Balaton (lake in Hungary) even more if it's possible - spent a lot of time next to the Danube and went to baths without the bikini body.

And I had so many really, really happy moments.

I was blushing a lot.

I was smiling a lot - sometimes I couldn't even stop smiling - how much I loved to be happy.

2019 - I have no idea how we will get along but I promise I will try my best.

With love from B ♥

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Hello beautiful souls,

hope you are doing okay.

Today I brought you an unexpected outfit post :D I hope you don't mind if I put here some pictures of me, which were taken after I came back from Croatia. We visited the Plitvice Lakes National Park. Let me say it's really nice, but it was raining all day, so we were soaked to the skin and shaking with cold. At least I did one great photo, hope you like it.

And now back to the ootd. All black, like always. Midi skirt, bib earrings and black leather jackets with white and grey sport shoes.

I wore this outfit visiting the Museum of Fine Arts, where they opened a new hall (they did the reconstruction after more than a decade), the Romanesque Hall - it was free for a couple of days - which is basically really rare in Hungary :D

So here is my face expression to the beauty of architecture.

And finally some geometric games on a black and white pic, because by the museum there are the greatest columns, look at the background I have there.

Take care!

With love from Fashion Lights ♥

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